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Name: fordpower101
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Gender: Male
Interests: i am a country boy so i like muddin workin on cars name it if its country i like it....
Expertise: muddin, cars, weight lifting
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Member Since:
10/16/2006
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| job for a cowboy 1. Bearing The Serpent's Lamb
This virgin churns on the back of her own indisposed and throbbing body.
Nauseated she chokes on her own vomit emitted from her distended and desiccated throat.
Weak and obscured this woman's body begins to convulse and twitch in her now soiled sheets with an abdomen beginning to flourish as her ribs now unhinge and shift.
Beneath the rib cage lay a sweltering child.
A child forcing and pushing outward for decapment of his mother's womb.
Bearing a bastard child.
Bearing what is now the son of the new world's lord.
Bearing the serpent's lamb.
Overwhelmed she grows debilitated and weak.
Staying attentive becomes more burdensome, a struggle to stay awake as her body contracts, she mutters one conclusive, crowning breath.
"Why would a God allow such deep evil? Theodicy!"
The curtains are slowly lowered over her solitary and meaningless life.
Her chest lay open, an open and gaping wound revealing the damage left inside.
Her own body only used to mask the beast that dwelled internally.
This orphan child scowls over the remains of his birth given origin, his own mother - only to grow through his adolescence to clench the name of the Antichrist. ---------------------------------------------------------- i wish i could take credit for writing this ... but this band can write outstanding stuff.. hes a role model for young writers like myself!!
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| this was writen to me. and for some reason i could feel excactly what the person was saying. i've missed you like crazy the past few days, every time i looked at my phone i just wanted to call you and hear your voice, not a minute went by where i didn't think about you. i couldn't help but look at your pictures in my phone, but its not the same. i could see you but i couldn't feel you or hold you in my arms or be held in your arms! i miss you and i wish i could be with you and spend my days with you...i just don't know anymore.. things have been happenin making me realize who i need in my life, and one of the biggest ppl i needed was you.. i never wanna lose you ever! your my best friend, and the greatest thing lifes given me. just lately i've been confused like extremely.. to the point where im not sure where im supposed to be in life, or who im supposed to have with me, the only answer i keep gettin back is you... to keep you in my life, and hope like hell the rest will soon get better.. im going to bed now, cause i've been talkin with ppl, and thinkin alot the past couple hours.. and well im just really confused, and tears keep seeming to fall from my eyes.. im scared and confused, but the only thing im not confused about is you.. your one of the best things for me in my life and I Love You.. but like i said i'ma go home and think some more and everything.. but your more then welcome to call me, and i really wanna hang out with you soon.. so yeah if your not doin anything tomorrow i was gunna see if you'd wanna hang out.. but uhm just give me a call cause this is long enough.. I ♥ You!
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| every day seems to hurt the worst we all ware the pain like a heavy curse she will be fine its not her time its not fare we wont let her go the bad days seem to come and go but they always seem to pass and finally she has finished her task she was a great women through and through even know i didnt think she knew all the ones she effected and all the ones she protected shes gone now are hearts are torn but she is slowly reborn by gods loving arms and i wouldnt have it any other way i love you grandma your my pride and joy | | |
| its craziness but this is how i feel I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life ------------------------------------------------- im crazy and i have that fire.... and this is how i feel i have the fire that everyone wants.... but cant have.... only i have this my depression fills my body mind and soul with grief... yet i seem to conqure it with defeat.... | | |
| thought of nothing thoughts of nothing i can not do through all this i know were true everything i know and everything i knew went and gone just like you i dont know what to do so now i bid farwell and hopfully thats all you knew good bye for once good bye for all all i knew is the way i lived... so good bye to all my friends (NOT FINSHED) | | |
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